merry christmas <3

merrry christmasss; i know times are hard; so i learned to cut my list low & then i know i'll get everything i want! i got everything besides laguna beach season 2-- but its okay. my mother surprised me with these grey & black tims i really wanted. i didnt even think she was gunna buy them for me! then i opened it & seen TIMBERLAND im like omggg! (: haha. i love them & wore them today. it was just me my mom for christmas opening gifts; cause that guy is finally gone! & my brothers still in jail =/

but i got a texas longhorn sweater (fav college football team) & a florida gator sweatshirt (2nd fav college football team). i also got a mp3 play; i felt no need to get an ipod- yeah it wouldve been great to get a ipod touch; but shit niggas are in a recession lol. i got white vans!; i got a boston red sox fleece & new england patriot fleece, i got a snuggie & i got midnight club LOS ANGELES for xbOx 360! & my grammy bought me a 65$ gift card to RUE 21! i have like no clothes so that is greattt (:

i bought my mom like this home spa type shit; it has a neck brace that has some type of beads in it to sooth your kneck- & it has these gel pads that you stick in hot water or cold water & put it on your back; which will sooth it. & these eye pads that you can put in hot or cold water too & put it on your eyes. she loved it (:

i missed my brother; not alot. but my grammy said " my baby's not here to have any sweat potatoe pie " & thats when i got a little bit sad =/ i cant wait for him to come out.

but i bought some boy i like a kufi hat that he wanted; im probably gunna give it to him like tomorrow or something? he better like it- he got me mad on wednesday so i started not to buy him shit; but fkc it.

but anywayss; MERRY CHRISTMASS. im just bumpin to "skys the limit" by WEEZY.
about to hop on this xbox & watch twilight again.

damn viSKi; you need to drop a couple pounds . .

i eat sooo muchhhh!
i have no problem w/ it cause i love to eat!
but its so unhealthy.
i love to eat when im bored; shit i love to eat every second of the day.
i deadass need to start working out!
but then again if i did it would work nothing.
when i went to the y i worked out for like 9 min on the treadmeal;
that shit had me bouts to pass outt! haha.
i asked my friend rizz how long she runs on the treadmill- she said 40 min.
omg i would deffintly DIEEEE.
blahhh -_- but i need to get in shape b4 like febuary. cause then its march & thats softball season.

obssesed much?

after i seen the bedrock video i am odee in love love love w| gudda gudda.

!@#$%.

its hard to say goodbye, knowing they're not coming home with you
:'(

i always see the tears fill your eyes, yet they never drop.
i always see you stare off into space; thinking alot, yet you never speak.
you cant blame yourself for others mistakes. you try hard to set a good example.
you hovered, then let go & clearly he wasnt ready.
but you did the best you can.
your the greatest mother in the world.

so i was at barnes & nobles today. reading a really good book, well so far its good.
its called LIAR. im not going to say the whole book; but as you can guess its about some bitch that lies about alot of things.
she says she doesnt want attention brought to her so she wont lie, yet turns around & tell the people with the biggest mouths in her school shes a hermaphadite! LMFAO.
oh goodness. i didnt finish it; but tomorrow i will <3

is it just me or do other people find it weird that you can be bestfirends with a person & then walk by them sometime later & dont even give them a half smile ?
i think about all the "supposed" bestfriends i ever had or even people i was really close with & just walk by them when i see them. its just so weird i use to write on your agenda davida & so&so BESTfriends forever & blah blah blah. but i dont even care for you now. idk; i dont really care losing friends; but this just made me think how i walk by people so much & we use to be mad close.

baby dont go.

* its okay to lose your pirde over someone you love;
but dont lose someone over your pride
-- LOSO.

as much as i can ask these questions, it doesn't matter. Eveyone wishes there was a time machine that exists. that we can have our own little genie, who grants us 3 wishes & erases our mistakes. We all wish we could have a remote, like a Click-like life, and we can rewind the best memories of our lives, fast foward all the heartbreaks and lonliness we'd end up feeling, pause whenever we're faced with a tough situation, and just stop the tape completely when we don't wanna deal with anything anymore.

-- DARLANNE.

* so true; countless times i think to myself; urgh why did i do that. i need to rewind the clock & change the way i acted- or something i said;;

all i can live by is jay-z quote.
"time dont go back it goes forward; dont run from the pain go towards it"

the biggest disappointment . . .

why the hell would you go do that?
you just love to live the fast life ?
you lost your job & now you need to go rob people & get arrested for it ?
now im left to anwser all the questions-- & i really dont want to.
i have to live under your name & people looking at me like im going to do the same shit.
but guess what, i have more brains then you ever had;
i hope you rot in jail.
i hate you & i mean that.

STFU;

its time people just need to grow the fuck up; on some real shit. it gets me so mad when people constantly update there status via twitter,myspace, or facebook; about some silly nonsense drama. saying "i cant wait to fuck that bitch up" or "i love how she hates on me; i dont give a fuck" its kinda like. SHUTup; no one cares about your drama && you dont need to update your status every second about someone you dont like or dont like you. or how much you dont care about drama & people hate on you. then why update your status so much ? its just like get over it. or when pregnant girls stay saying "if i wasnt prego i would fuck that bitch up" its like just shut up; cause before you were pregnant you didnt do shit! or "as soon as im not pregnant imma fuck this bitch up" & its like; GROWup; you have a kid now. show people your more mature then there little kid ass. cause people look more stupid then ever when they stay talking shit & the person they talkin about ignores them. cause it looks like there the little kid & your mature about the situation. idk; its easy to pass judgement on other peoples faults. but when i look at people doing/saying this bull; it makes me think how stupid i look always talking shit to girls! you know? it just makes me grow up (: so thnk you silly bitches!

happy birthday vi$ki (:

NOVEMBER 9th <3

birthday outfitt (:

-- i got alot of complements saying i look so pretty <3
i deffintly agreee ! LOL.
im finally sixteeen! gotta study the permit book & apply @ mcDonalds.
hopefully i get the job <3

THNKS, for bDAy wishes (:
& nai,bri,hail&rizz+ rest of table for singing happy bDAyy!

reality shows (:

my favoritee aree . . .
little people big world [TLC)
dallas divas & daughters (STYLE]
cake boss (TLC]
the real world (MTV]

all those love shows i hate! cause they're all fake as helllll!
i cant wait to watch styl'd it preimiered last sunday- but i was KNOCKED; so gotta watch it this week <3
& its what i wanna do when i get older. STYLE BITCHESSS <3

no, excuse me bitch YOU dont understand.

nothing gets under my skin more is when people say "you dont understand"
like jus cause i havent had a boyfriend i still no what im talking about.
im pretty sure i no telling you to leave your boyfriend cause he contently makes you cry, cheats on you, tells you he loves you but the day you guys break up all on some other girls facebook tellin her how much he loves her & never loved you; thats enough for your dumbass to break up with him. i no it's hard. but you deserve better for your self but i guess i dont understand what im talking about.
or when some stupid ass girl found out some kid was brazilian in my class & she says "omg i didnt no you were brazilian i thought you were italian; ew i hate brazilians" so i say you hate brazilians because your boyfriend cheated on you w| a brazilian so you hate all brazilians ? & shes like you dont understand! like NO i do UNDERSTAND your a stupid ass bitch if you hate all brazilians cause you cant keep your man on lock; aha! stupid ass girls.

ilove being single <3.
& thnk you guys for letting me understand what not to do & what to do when i get a man. buaha.

google. . .

is legit the best invention ever made <3
i love to google everything & everyone.
it helps me learn alot about people.
last night i was bored so i googled mark sanchez, juelz santana, jay-z, lebron james & carmelo anthony.
& i never knew mark was a rapist; aha. there wasnt really much on juelz.
i never knew jay-z stabbed someone for bootlegging one of his c.d's aha.
& i forgot what i read about lebron & melo. but i know it was good (:

back on my grizzy!

i've been slacking so much in school lately. i still get all my work done but basically from copying from other people or having someone else do it for me. i come home & put off my homework & end up not doing it til the next day :/ i need to keep my grades up! so im back on my grizzy- when i come home its STRAIGHT to homework so it doesnt interfear with the shows i like to watch at night. its the same ol' me but with a new m'fkcn attitude (:

about to bump to LIL WAYNE : "back on my grizzy"

latuhsss <3

h1n1

i've been sick since wednesday morning :/ . i havent left my house since wednesday. im so f'n bored man. im so tired all the time! & i barly eat anything. my mom bought me wendys & it was so bomb. omg! its like REAL FOOD <3 deffintly helped me feel alot better. i feel like im about to pass out now but i cant be in my room any longer seriously! i cant wait to go back to school monday.

why welcome back to earth mr.sanchez (:

well i knew sooner or later mark sanchez would fall & Fall hard (: it makes me so happy for mark to be doing so bad. he thought he was such hot shit beating us patriots. but its about damn time for him to be kicked off his horse. 3 straight loses in a row. 36-80 in completions within his loosing streak. 1 TOUCHDOWN! 1 TOUCHDOWN! in 3 games & 8 interceptions. the rookie straight out of usc couldnt be up for long. mark sanchez you suck & im gLad to see you down (:

im at

100 posts. . . welll this is 101.
WOW; im gassssed <3


* i want to go to the dHIGH & south game today :/
its jus that my mom has really bad back pains & i no shes not going to want to drive me =/
* i need to get a job, my permit, go to driving school, get my lisence, & then buy a car.
* who's hiring ? i would love to work @ dunkin donuts; but mad ppl work there so ill probably get shittty ass hrs. . . . idk; i need a job badly.
* my sixteenth birthday i less then a month away !
-- <3 NOVEMBER 9 (:

seperation.

so theres complete seperation in my house;
well not complete its just like me against my brother & father.
i hate my father ; so it makes me feel better when we're not talking.
but i love my brother, but he just does stupid shit.
i have the attitude that i run shit in this house & my bro + father feels like i dont.
& thats why we dont CANT get along.
but im not willing to change until that man is out my house. . FOR GOOD.
i hate him; but its not even hate i just done care about him.
my mom is always saying that im going to miss him when hes gone & im going to regret it; but i dont no . i dont think so.
he basically plays my mother; & she see's it. but since he makes her happy she stays with him ?
but yet she teaches me if a guy ever treats me bad to get out the relationship.
i havent yet had a bfriend or fell in love; but the way i look at they're relationship he treats her as if hes the fathers & shes the daughter . . that she doesnt no how to do anything, or anything.
like it just gets under my skin that she see's whats going on yet is still with him
she needs to get out ; & date. she has a facebook & i keep looking for this guy that she use to lets say 'talk' to - i really like him, he's a good guy. but he doesnt have fb -_- .
* i love my mother; & thats why i dont want to see her hurt. she needs to be strong & get away from my father.
- - im probably making it seems like he be creeping. he doesnt. but there's this lady that he leaves the country once every yr to go see her. yeah its once but its for a couple weeks. he uses the excuse hes going to see his family. but my mom looks through his suitcase & it says that lady paid for his whole trip. & he's admitted to carol sending him money. & when i say money i dont mean like 50$ no like 300$. but he says he tells her he loves my mom. but bullshit. cause what lady will keep sendin you texts saying she loves you, sending you money on the regular ? but lives all the way in england & dont see you but once a week. she dont no SHITT. urgh.
i hate him.

shh. dont talk; just listen.

i think; i KNOW i need to see a consuelor.
there's really no one to talk to.
i have my bestfriend yogeinis & i can tell her alot . . but not everything.
i have my mom. but its my mom some shit she just doesnt need to know.
& when i use to have a consuelor it helped me a lot.
i'll have to talk to my mother about getting me one.
i no it'll help me & i need help.
<3


* no im not crazy or nothing.
i just have alot to say; but no one to say it to (:

turning over . . .

a new leaf.
im going to try and change my ways.
stop talking shit, and critisizing.
i dont know. its just time to grow up.

feeeel meeee ?

inspire me.

i love a good story thats about 'rags to riches' or someone being a recovering drug addict.

i was watching the new show on MTV; DJ AM's show - forgot the name -
but its just so inspiring to see someone be hooked on drugs & then go to rehab, get better , then make something of them self. i LOVE those happy endings (:

- thats why i love lifetime <3
check out the movie ' gracy's choice ' all time favv (:

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does anybody have respect anymore ?

i slept over my brothers house yesturday & his grandfather was there. so we're all in the basement - so his grandpa came down & was talking to me & my brothers girl "wheres your outfits at" .. " you need to work if your down in the boom boom room" like WTF. im FIFTEEN thank you . i can understand if i was like 18 or something then i'll laugh. like im 15! WTF; ughh. its jst like your like 50+ & you dont have respect towards girls. i know he was just playing its just like i probably dont look 15; but i do look younger then 18- which means im a LITTLE GIRL. im sure he doesnt talk to his grandaughter kai like that. urghh; it just got me mad.

RESPECT! RESPECT! RESPECT!

lmaooo.

so you know when you get up like REALLY fast & your head turns black & you kinda stumble a lil bit ? well that happens to me like DAILY. so i no how to like fall all the floor really good w| out hurting my self.
so im just walkin to the kitchen; & i feel that cause i like jumped off the sofa.. . so BAM i jus all out fall on the floor. LMAO; now i usually get right back up but i new my mom was sitting there watching me. so shes like " davida i can see you breathing" but i still didnt move or talk. so then she like runs over to me & i couldnt help but laugh . then shes like " i new you were faking " ahahahhahahah.
i shall try that in school one day; its just that those floors are odee dirty & shit. lmao. i think i would CRYYYY. ahahaah.

so my ...

north face sweater came in today! its okay; i mean i like it; but deadass its like a regular sweater for 20$ @ eblens. but since it has THE NORTH FACE written on it its over priced @ 80$. but whatever- i like enough to keep it & it goes w| my timbs PERFECTLY [: plus i LOVE name brand shit; even though its expensive. thats why i need to get a job so i blow my pay check weekly on unnecessary overpriced shit. i mean fkc it - the worlds going to end in 2012. so my philosphy is . . .

" GET MONEY , SPEND MONEY , STAY FLY "
feeeel meee ?!

interim's are already in.

SO I GOT MY INTERIM REPORT CARD; damn 5 weeks flew by.

INT.GEOMETRY - B+
CHEMISTRY - 84
US HISTORY II - B
SPANISH 3 - D
PHYS ED - 85

so im doing pretty good; besides spanish. i slack so much in that class. i just see it as pointless & even though i dont want to lower my standards but seriously a 65 would be GREAT for me. i just hate that class, the teacher, & the students. just the things we do in that class are POINTLESSS. -_- but im going to try to do more work & actually STUDY. plus we have a new TA in that class. & he leaves the anwsers for the test WIDE OPEN; so theres some extra points. haha (:

.. spanish homework to do & chemistry homework to catch up on.

BYE <3

"break up to make up" by JEREMIH.

my new favorite song.
6/7 this shit is on REPEATT. like for 2hrs. i love it <3

"yO why should we break up if we keep making up?
i mean lets just stay together..
uhhh. eh yeah...

i know together we make this relationship a little harder, atleast on ourselves
we give in , we take from each other so much that i feel we don't need no one else
we fuss and we fight and the next day we type an shes crazy, girl you need some help..
girl if you pull up to my window imma take your order

anything you want girl you know i get it for ya
say you wanna be my baby you know i gotta score ya
for the rest of my life im there to enjoy ya

so why do we break up, if we only make up.

i ain't gonna stop
never gotta front, your the only one i want girl

so why do we break up, if we only make up.

uhh we walk with the birds into soft spoken words that will lead you into my arms [arms]
the perfect equation like mx+b= why we are probably apart
no one on this earth is like missed by the worth it i would do anything for
it seems like you pull your heart away

but if you...pull up to my window i'ma take your order

anything you want girl you know i get it for ya
say you wanna be my baby you know i gotta score ya
for the rest of my life im there to enjoy ya


so why do we break up, if we only make up.

i ain't gonna stop
never gotta front, your the only one i want girl

so why the hell do we break up, if we only make up.




In the middle of the night, ill be wondering why, [why you ain't right here]
many days go by and i ain't gonna lie [i need you right here]
my baby after all call me crazy but you like a drug
so like me daily you get back in love
cupid in the sky, cause girl you know i love you, and i know sometimes we struggle

you are the piece to the puzzle, come here take a ride

so why wont ya, pull up to my window i'ma take your order


say you wanna be my baby you know i gotta score ya
for the rest of my life im there to enjoy ya
so why do we break up, if we only make up. [if we only make up]




i ain't gonna stop
never gotta front, your the only one i want girl

so why do we break up, if we only make up.
[make up, make up] "


BUMP WITH ME NOWWW (:

RIP34.

the los angeles angel of anahiem pitcher Nick Adenhart died on April 9, 09. I didnt really care cause there not the team i follow. but the angels clinched a playoff spot yesterday. So they were showing all the highlights off all the team members pouring champayne on each other. & they held up his jersy & poured mad champayne on it & they went out to the feild where his face in like implanted on the wall & jus kept chanting his name. I was going to cry :/ thats mad sad ! im so happy they're in the playoffs. & i really hope they win the world series just for nick ! <3



He died in a BAD car accindent along w/ 2 other people. This is his car :/


Showing LOVE & HONOR to him .

REST EAZY NICK ADENHART<3 #34.

vanessa.

so theres this really annoying white bitch in my spanish class. like when i say annoying i mean annoying. like shes talks about her gages all damn day. she raises her hand to talk in spanish then takes like 10 min to think about what she wants to say then has a odee hard problem saying it. like shut upp! she talks about her mom being odee organic so she cant even candy or any of the sort. but legit everyday sits in class eating candy like WTF. she talks about her mom being so strict like EVERYDAY! omg NO ONE CARESSSS! shes just so damn annoying. so today we were talking about problems/advice. so i wrote that my problem was i hate spanish class because i cant read or write in spanish. so the teachers like what would you guys give as advice. so this butt bitch was like ' switch out ' & clearly in my problem i said i cant switch out because i need this class to graduate & plus theres no other teacher doing spanish 3 . so then the teachers like she needs this class to graduate. so shes like " switch into ms.mendes " & im liek " thats spanish too & i obviously already passed that class " so shes like "so what switch into it anyway " like i legit wanted to get up & punch her ugly ass in the face . like urghhh! i need to go back to counsleing seriously.


-- oh & just so you no i typed all this without lookinq at the keyboard. haah [: yes im gassed <3

iNEED $$$.

i need like a million dollars to satisfy my needs.
i keep telling my self im not buyin anymore kicks for a while cause i have enough!
but guess what davida just did ? went & bought some more kicks.
but they were a must need. some beef & brocolli's timbs.
they're in everyone closets- not that cause eveyrone has them i need them.
but they match the north face jacket/sweater im getting.
after next week i will be BROKE. as in like 8$ in my bank account.
im going to start working @ WENDYS on my 16th bDAY.
which is november 9th. haha. im kinda scared to be getting 300+ every two weeks.
imma put 120$ away in the bank so i can have money for my car + driving school.
im growing up to fast; im scared =/!

browsing.

so ive been looking at random ass peoples blogs. which i LOVE doing; cause it just shows you how other people live from all across the u.s. well alot of people were blogging about fashion week. & i LOVE these pieces!

i love this outfit. the poofed skirt & jean sweater + gold boot the just work so good together [:

i dont like the top of this outfit but the skirt & so beautiful! iLOVE ittt <3

i dont no what this is. im guessing a bathing suit but i love it! i love the flinstone theme & just the way it lookss ! my favv !

i dont like this outfit on this chick. but the one behind her i love. the polka dots are fab & once again the dress is poofy which makes it even better. & strapless. a MUST HAVE.

i love this dress cause of the poof & the heart on her chest.

i dont even no what this is but this is beautiful <3>

=(

* im feeling so fkcn depressed right now. like i legit HATE everyone. i was good all up into like 2 hrs ago ? like idk whats good with me! im sooo sad. not on no suicidal shit.
- i did horrible in chemistry class today. i dont understand the material. i just cheat off my friend leslie :(
- i've basically given up on spanish class. i cant fucking read spanish; so how the fuck am i suppose to do the work ?
- my friend tianna's daughters birthday party was today. so she keeps telling me all week she'll come pick me up to go. so i tell her like you dont have to pick me up ill just go with you home & help you decorate for the party. so shes like okay. & then she leaves me! WTF. i had to walk home. so then she was still suppose to pick me up & then she calls jaiy saying she cant come pick us up & i knew that was going to happen cause she was telling everyone that she was gunna pick em up. even though the party started @ 4 & we get outta school @ 2 lol. whatevvv niggga im so overr liersss >:(
- my friend jaiy started smoking cigerrettes. my brother was suppose to stop smoking budd but still contiunues to smoke. my ex bff smokes budd now & thinks its the cutest thing in the world. i no i cant change people but still i dont understand why people smoke. URGH! it makes no sencee!!!.
- the red sox are losing :(
- & im home alone. my brother went w his nigga. & my mom is at work ! :(
- theres fucking shoot outs behind my house. since plumley started beef with kilby they find it so cute to start shootouts. this is about the second one since the summer & i dont understand y niggas got to shoot. like just fight!! & there's mad little kids always playing outside & what if they get shot?

im seriously so fkcn depressed. & i have NO ONE to talk to. my bestfriend yoge is the only person i can really really open up to. but she lives in puerto rico & since i have no cell phone she has to call me . & she hasnt in a couple days :( so im just sitting here w all my thoughts :(

i seriously want to break down & cry ! but im stronger then this.

my room.

needs a makeover :/

allll my friends & families pictures + my obssesion w dustin pedroia!

posters, couple more pictures & magazine pics of carmelo anthony + hov.

my closet! w my kicks + clothes.

winnie the pooh section of the room [:

* i was sick & i didnt want him to get sick thats why he's wearing a mask (:

iDONT know;

*iLOVE attention; iLOVE that everyone knows me. iLOVE saying hi to everyone in the hall! iLOVE being around boys. iLOVE being athletic because boys pay attention to me. iLOVE play fighting with boys ! idk. but i love boys <3.

-- theres some freshman kid bow-b. like i like him; but at the same time i dont. he look really gooooood. but has a girlfriend. but still fkcs with chicks on the side. i see him everyday & chill w him through friends but legit dont say one word to him. & im not even that type of girl. if i like you imma tell you! im NEVER shy. but w him its diffrent. idk :/

-- & iLOVE all my boy bestfriends. cause i love boys. but i love just being friends <3 you feel me ? idk. but i no what im talking about.

i want just one blonde streak in the side of my left head [:
i think it would look cute.
but i dont want to bleach my hair ! ;/

the north face.

so i have the money to buy this sweat shirt; but i need to save up other money for a winter jacket. i want a cute one for like 80$ or cheaper if i dont get a north face jacket.

http://www.eastbay.com/product/model:129851/sku:5086286/The%20North%20Face%20Caledonia%20Full%20Zip%20Hoodie%20-%20Women%27s?supercat=home&cm=GLOBAL%20SEARCH%3A%20KEYWORD%20SEARCH

winter jackets!

so i need a new winter jacket this year. i always buy ugly ass coats; so this yr i want a cute one (: perferably the north face jacket. so ive been online looking & the one i like is $200. which to me ISNT alot of money. like c'mon north face is very expensive so $200 isnt that serious; but to my mom it is. like WTF! i have 85$ & by like late november ill have close to 200$. but if my mom throw's 50$ it would be perfect & plus my birthday is in november & that can be my birthday present! but she refuses to let me buy a 200$ jacket. like OMG :/ i cant wait to get a job!

" gospel of wealth "

so i was in history class yesturday. we were talking about someshit i cant member; but then he talked about this dude who's religion was " gospel of wealth " & coach said he worshiped money. like thats his religion; so illll! right?! so i come home & tellin my mom & brother i changed my religion to " gospel of wealth " so a couple hrs later im actually doing my homework & READ the definition of that shit; it means ' you should get alot of money; but then give it away ' FUCKKK THATTT! i had to inform my maa & bro that i switched back to christianity [: i<3GOD!

classes.

--so i like pretty much all my classes besides my spanish class. like i CANT write in spanish so i hate it! ;/ but i need that class to graduate. why cant they have a class to teach you english ? lol. like deadass i would take it - cause why do latino's get to take a class they already no. so i wanna take a class that teachs english [:
--i switched out of my chemistry honors class; i switched into a regular chem class. basically my chem hon. teacher wasnt teaching me NOTHING! like seriously she gave us a test last friday & i anwsered TWO questions. like she tryed to explain what was on the test but it didnt help. like the notes she gives us SUCK! like she gets them out the book. but the test isnt from the book so its not asking us questions we have notes about so how am i suppose to study ? FEEL ME!? so i switched into mrs.holmes chemistry class. i had her freshman yr for biology & i LOVE the way she teaches, gives notes, & work! so im so much happier; & maybe a little happier because i have alot of friends in that class (:
-- i also switched out of my study into a geometry class. i needed it since i failed that class last yr. i hated the teacher i have! because last yr she was a bitch. but this yr shes mad cool; plus i dont give her no shit- i dont talk. because theres NO one to talk to & plus that class is all sophmores. so yeah! i feel like her work is mad eazy so im deff not failing again.

i just need to keep myself motivated & concentrate on getting good grades!.

. . . now im going to finish up some chemistry homework [:

c.r.e.a.m

it seems like money comes & goes; as soon as i get it its gone.
i love having my own money- just being able to get up & get what i need & want.
i love not having to ask my mother for money.
i did everything i had to do yesturday. i walked downtown to buy some shampoo & glue remover for my tracks.
i went to the post office & had to pay to ship my camera out & payed for the box.
after i was broke. & i HATED it. but it still felt good to just go out & do the things i needed to do.
.. i went to AJ WRIGHTS. which i HATE. probably cause everyone shops there & the store is just mad disorganized. but i seen these cute ass jeans. they were a MUST get. & they actually fit (: yes i fit in a size 7/8 wooohoo. then i seen this regular black hoodie! & i asked my mom to buy it for me & she said YES [: at first shes like no you have your bank card. but then she said yes. as much as i love spending my money. i love spending hers more !

lost ones.

so lost ones from jay-z is my favorite song (: i love everything that he says in it.

i heard motherfkc's saying they made hov.
made hov say : " okay so make anotha hov "

... " lose one; let go to get one "

he's basically talking about his once partner Damon Dash; right from the start he says " this aint a diss song its a real song "
then he starts to talk about Beyonce. since shes younger then him shes worried about her job doing what she gots to do; but he understands that- because if he was still young then he would do the same thing.

my fav quote
"but time dont go back; it goes foward.
cant run from the pain go towards it "

september eleventh.

i cant believe its been 8 years. i still remember the day terrorists attacked! i was in third grade & i looked towards the door & my teachers had her hand on her chest & the computer teacher was talking. i didnt pay much mind to it ; but at the end of the day the principal announced on the intercom that planes have been crashed in ny. i wasnt really scared- i was young so i probably didnt even care. but i no after all of that i was kind of scared. looking into my window i thought planes were going to crash! :(

REST EAZY; to all who died.
STAY UP; to all the people who lost someone.

fredericks of hollywood.

so this magazine was sent to my house! & i did not no fredericks sold anything but langere or however you spell it. i just wish i had places to actually wear this shit to! cause i would buy a couple. there hella cute & hella cheap. only 59$ for a dress [: these are some of my faves. . .

cookout [:

so yesturday was robs familys laboor day cookout; it wasnt really a cook out but we ate outside but all the food was cooked inside (: there was hella food & it was hella gooooddd ! omg. i feel like i gained a million pounds. it was really fun. besides his great-grandma almost dieing :( & the ambulance had to come. but shes alright. i had bonding time w my lil sis kai! we watched parent trap together after everyone left home lol. & my brother rob is just a HUGE pothead. i did not no he smoked as much as he did; when he picked me up he was fishbowling the car. we got to his house & 20 min l8rs he rolled a FAT ass L. then like 2 hrs later he was smoking again like DAMN niggga. haha. & me + his lil cousin had matching 6 rings. but i didnt get a pic : but all in all the days was GREAT !

hall of fame six rings (:

so a few posts back i was saying i want the hall of fame six rings & one's. & they came out on sat the 5th. only they dont have the 1's in kid sizes. & my dude from expressions hooked me with the six rings EARLY RELEASE! so you no i was rocking em before everyone else gets them on saturday !

only i wasnt the only one who got them early. malango & deondre had them to. but atleast there boys so i wasnt mad at all & plus there my dudesss.

& day TWO;

i dont know why; but I LOVE SCHOOL. like my classes are pretty cool. besides spanish; like me being black i understand spanish ALOT ALOT- but my teacher speaks non stop spanish, like theres 2 white girls & 2 asnz & i no they do not no wtf she be saying lmao. but besides that class i really like it -- i dont have any classes with any of my close close friends; so im mad quiet. which is a HUGEE diffrence from the past two yrs. the only class i talk in is my study & thats when you CANT talk; lol. i was thinking about dropping it to get a geometry class. but i can just do my homework in study so im probably going to take geometry 2nd semester 3/4. i love that i have no friends in my classes ; i just focus on my work :) i feel like this yr is just going to be a GREAT yr. real TALK! & bus rides are jus to fkcn illll ! I LOVE MY BUS. hopefully it stays the way it is once they hand out bus passes.

bus 74 nigggaaaa.

first day of school.

so i remember being really sad when the seniors left last yr; i kept thinking north is going to be so wack. like really wack. plus all the now seniors were mostly going to csc. but today wasnt that bad. i've relized i dont need alot of people around me to make school good. as long as i got my girls shai,jaiy,hail,jess&dez then im good; im glad i have all honors classes because its going to challenge me to do good! today was a little bit boring only because its the first day & there just telling you the rules- like if im not in 11th grade & havent done this 12 times before but whatever. i have third lunch & i sit with my friends nai , hail & dez; which im happy cause last yr i had 1st lunch which is by far the wackest lunch ever!! & theres this sexy ass freshman. yeah i no im a junior but fkc it; the nigga look good. hes not to fly you can tell her wore his white ups before today but hey who cares- & hes on my bus. so im jus sittin on the bus waiting to go home & he comes on. so i say to my friend jaiy " omg look @ him he look mad good " so my friend tati is like who you talking about im like that nigga with the blue & she calls him to the back of the bus. & obviously he couldve sat with her because there was a spot opened but he decided to sit with me; he says " can i sit here " i say " yeah " OMG. he jus loook so good. but i was being mad loud & crazy. & hes jus mad mellow. but hey they say oppisites attract. & theres this other kid taylor & omg hes jus the sexiest white boy ever. & i havent seen him all summer so i was happy to seee him today! (: when i seen him i was jus like blurted out " omg he look SO damn good " ahah ! well & all the first day was a SUCESSS! & theres really no drama. hopefully it stays that way.

wow!

i havent updated this in a long time (:
well schools next week. im pretty excited; even though i hate it i cant wait to see all my friends from sophmore yr! im going to the providence mall this friday to finish up my school shopping. i got a couple jeans. i got two pair of jeans @ rue 21 for under 20$. they have a buy one get one & the marked some jeans wrong they were only 8.99 & they were REALLY cute too (; so yeah. i got alot of my jeans for under 20$ which saved me alot of moneyy !!. but yeah i havent been up to much. [:

esthers crazy ass.

that little bitch from orphan is in my dreams :\
she is so fkcn scary. i regret watching that movieee.
i think i need therapy (:

life in general.

so last post i was feeling really down. but today im back to my normal self; i never stay down for too long (: well the cousin have been over for a few days which is always makes my brother just a little bit nicer to me. plus me & my dad are somewhat on good terms. so i guess things arent akward around the house. school is getting closer & closer by the minute. but i have yet to buy one thing for school. only jordans; which werent really for school but fkc it they'll do. but fkc it im not worried about school. i hate it so much; but then again summers even wacker then school. but blah. i wanna be really really fly for school! so i cant wait to go shopppingg.


' im in miami bitch ' by LMFAO.
deffintly one of my favorite songs at the moment.

i think..

im depressed. or maybe if the red sox win i'll be happyyy!!! who knows ?
but today i just feel so down.
but my best friend yoge just made my day so much betttterrrr (:
aha. cant wait to hear how her first day of school went !

combination.

michael needs some new designers or something. cause he's starting to combine all the jordans w air forces. & them shits are SOOO UGLY. like the 13's were & still are a beautiful sneakers. but not hes going to combine them w air forces & they are NOT cute. they are more then hideous. & all the other numbers he's combining w air forces. he just needs to stop; if he cant make any more sneakers then reitre. fuck it- people will be heart broken. but face it he has NO MORE IDEAS. he keep repeating the shoes. like making the same sneakers just putting the colors in diffrent places. in 7th grade the 1's came out. & 3yrs later the same ones came back out. like at least have like 5 yrs in between releasing the same sneakers. cause you know everyone stacks there sneakers & is still going to have those one's in the back of there closests. so seriously retire, or come out with cute sneakers. datallll!

orphan.

so i seen orphan today in the theaters. & this shit is SO GOOD; & this bitch esther is so crazy. like mentally insane* im not gunna give it all away but im tellinq you - shes not who they think they are. aha; i love love love this movie. & probably going to see it again w my brother. but if you havent already seen it; pleaz qo see it (:

baseball.

so since i've started playing softball in APRIL i've become OBSSESED with MLB BASEBALL.
like OCD- i have to watch something about baseball everyday or i go CRAZY...
so like since i love it so much; i want to like be a baseball analist. like the people on sports center & shit.
& plus i love love love football & that would be GREAT;
but the only thing is i would have to no mad shit about the past. cause when i be watching these sports analysts' they be talking bout stuff from like 1998 & i only no stuff from like o9; haha.
well i have alot of work ahead of me :) wish me luck. cause you can turn it on sports center one day & ill be talking about the days events in sports. haaha;

dustin pedroia.

dustin pedroia (: he plays second base for the boston red sox. & let me tell you i am beyond in LOVE with him. it annoys me that hes married & is expecting his first kid. cause im suppose to be married to him lol; so he came out with thise book " born to play " which is really good. & it basically talks about how he got to be a major league player & his struggles. & lemme tell you; his story is AMAZING. i love that he swears like in every other sentence too. ha. he's just my dream boy. cept -- he's SHORT. lol; i hate a short boy. but im sure i can manage. i love love love love him. & i wanna meet him so bad. he has a book signing on wed 23; WHO WANTS TO BRING ME TO BOSTON ? lol.

hall of fame package.

so these sneakers are basically FIRE; you see all the numbers- those are all the numbers michael jordan put up. he's being inducted into the hall of fame. so thats why these beautiful sneakers are made(: they come out septmeber 5 & i cant wait to get them. im expecting they'll be no more then 200$ together. which means i need to start SAVING. bigTIME; so fkc getting my nails done & going to the movies + out to eat every other day. im telling you im saving ALOT ALOT. im going to be cleaning this house like CRAZY. haa; cant wait til they're on my big ol' feet. & if i dont get at least one of these bitches. HELL WILL BE RAISED. haa.

i LOVE michael jordan <3

i miss my old friends.

so two of my really good friends moved from massachusetts.
my best friend , other half, sister, world & EVERYTHING yogeinis moved feb19-08.
& i miss her so much. shes really my best friend & i dont know what i would do with out her; yeah i say all these other people are my friends but im telling you NO ONE understands me like yoge does. i tell her EVERYTHING & i only tell my other friends half the shit. i trust yoqe with my whole world; like shes just the definition of a TRUE bestfriend (: iLy & i miss her so much :/

& my other friend precious; she moved to new jersey last week :/
& i miss her. she was a true friend always down to do what ever. when ever there was a party i can always call her & we'll be in there. where ever i wanted to go she was down to go. she was an ill as person & still is :) i love this bitch & miss her.

fkc all my other friends. cause they dont ever want to do shit but smoke & drink. & im so much above that shit- it dont do shit for me & getting shitfaced & booted just aint my thing. i'd rather go to a park & watch boys ball up. or watch a baseball game. then roll a L or chug down a bottle of UV. urgh; i just hate EVERYONE.

fRIENDS.

like im starting to dunn off everyone;
& i was talking to my sister last night & i was talking about all the friends i've lost over the years.
&; its not like i dunn them off for no reason i have perfectly good reasons.
so last night me , shai , jaiy & betha went to the burnouts;
people under 12 get in free. so jaiy kept asking everyone to try & get in w them & she'll just say shes 12. so i see her wanting to go in really bad - so i buy a ticket & get her free in w me.
& we leave shai & betha outside. she was perfectly fine with dipping on them but i was looking how the dudes put that wrist band on me & i could take it off & give it to shai then she can take it off & give it to bethany & they'll be no worries. so jaiy calls betha like you guys come back. but they never did; so im like c'mon jaiy fkc it lets walk around & see the burnouts cause im not waisting my 12$ on nothing. so she's like okay. so then she calls bethany & supposidly shai went to jaiys house & jaiys dad said jaiy had to go home! yeah bullshit. so she leaves me ALONE. so im stuck there w no one to talk to looking mad fkcn stupid & shit.. so then i just leave & who do i see outside JAILYN! so i start screaming at her like " thank you for making me waiste my 12 dollars " & shes like " i was waiting for shai's gramma to come get her " so wE im mad heatedd. so then its like after 12 o'clock & im outside & guess who's outside too. JAILYN. haha- what a fake bitch & she made me waiste my 12$. so i dunned her off; like FKC IT . like why would she say shes gunna be w me & then leave me ?? thats sooo wack. but fkc it i dont care- for some reason i never really get sad when i dunn friends off.

bestFRIEND.

haileyBAILEY(: lol. i love this chick- gosh i cant believe we prayed for him to come & he came. god deffintly does anwser our prayers!.

i love this picture.

finals.

so i had my english finals & my geometry finals today.
geometry was SOO HARD; but he gave us the final like monday-
but collected em back today- but smart viski jus wrote all the anwsers down on a seperate peice of papaer.
lol* thnk god he didnt catch me- i think i got like a 70! shit was odee hard :
& as for english i cheated on that shit too. i had my notes under my desk & peeped at em when i need em.
i literally cheat on ALL my tests;
& thnks to that i have all honors classes next yr :
honors history - which i cheated on everysingle test mr ever gave us & got a 86 for a final grade.
& i have honors spanish 3- i cheated a lil not that much i averaged somewhere in the 70's
& i got honors english - which i did great in . & i only cheated on vocab tests. but i avereaged somewhere in the 90's.
& honors chemistry. i did HORRIBLE in biology. thnk god i passed the mcas.
i dont no SHIT in biology & i hope chem has nothing to do w bio- i got a 80 something thats only cause we bearly did shit & the teacher loved me .
but gosh next yr is going to be CRAZY !

kim panagopolous.

so when i first met this tranny i was like EWH; why would a boy get there nails done ? & everybody would tell me thats a girl after school. so i judged her like CRAZY! talked reckless shit about her. then i had class w her 2nd semester. & realized how NICE & BEATUFIL this girl is. when niggas would talk shit i would deffintly stand up for her (: she is a BITCH & talks reckless shit that makes me wanna bang her outt lol. & she be teaching me some tuff shit ! haha. even though her eye peircings look like SHIT - haha jp babe. but anyways i know how hard it is & i never see her break down & thas what i love bout this muthuh fkcn tranny. love you kimmmyy babe (:

i told you i would write a post about you.

so follow me on twitter.

twitter.com/DAVIDANICHOLE.

i really didnt like it when i first made one i thought it was pointless.
but its kinda cute seeing what everyone is doing & up too.
lol-- yeahBYE.

RETARD.

so i had finals today for math class.

there was this problem with odee division addition multiplication ETC.

so you know that saying " my aunt sally ... "

haha- well i forgot that shit since i havent used it in a grip

& i start doing " my mother told me to pick the very best one & that is YOU "

haha.. like if im playing inne minny miney mo*

lmfao. then i looked like WTF- this aint the thing. lolbut i passed w a 75* hollllaaaa (:

hopefully i passed the class. if not FKC MS . kiagO;

21408.

i miss the old days :/

no school today.

so yesturday i was at my brother nicks game
& all of a sudden my left foot was acting weird.
but it still felt fine to walk on.
so when i got back to taras house the shit swelled up like a mofoo !
& i was like YES. no school tomorow; which means i have four more days to do my homework (:
but anyways when i woke up this morning the shit was finee !
but i still didnt go to school (:

$$$$.

well i want to go to atl w my fam this summer.
from juLy 14-21*
& its gunna be like 700$ to go : thas MAAAD gwap.
& plus imma need new shit for school & stuff.
but i REALLY wanna go too. urgh :
i hate money.

iLOVEmyMOM(:

so much; & i take all that "bitch" stuff back.
cause shes the best mother in the whole world.
i love you & happy mothers day!

pissed off to the MAX.

so yesturday around 1130 my mom dismiss's me to go to wrenthem outlet.
but i had a softball qame @ 3;
so we go out there - all i wanted was THE NORTH FACE store
& some girl told me there was one out there & there wasnt :
blah WHT EVER. so i see some sexy ass dunks. omg* & MAAAD cheep; like deff go out there to get any sneakers. those dunks cost 30$. but they didnt have my size :/
.... & i seen some other sneakers, & i asked my mom if she can buy them but she said tomorrow!
cause i had to get back to worcester for my game.....
okay so today we go back out there. FOR WHAT ? idk; cause my brother had to go to work for 4 ;
& its a hr drive ! we left after 1230; which means we'll stay for like 1 hr & 30 min.
WTF! that is not enough time for me to shop! especially because i love to look around & find the best bargains! so i tell my mom before we left i dont wanna go because we gunna have no time.
but the bitch still tkes me . so im in RUE 21; shopping. & shes saying i cant get clothes w no sleeeve cause lil perv boys will try & pull it down. like NO THEY WONT!; there in high school WTF. & i will most deff snitch if they tryed some stupid shit like that. but wht ever;; i was in rue 21 for like 20 min ! & then my mom LEAVES! like so i have no celly & neither does she. & she jus dips ? so im HEATED; like how are we limited on time & then she wants to go shop in other stores & the place is maaad big! so i leave rue 21 cause im pissed & bout to cry. so i go to aeropostale & look @ shit; so i c my father but i HATE him so i like hide from him.... then im like chilling in the middle of the outlet close to tears cause this bitch aint with me buyin my shit ! XXXX urghhhh!! so she finally finds me & is like "why'd you leave"? like NO NIGGGA! y the fkc did u leave. so i could only go to rue 21 + aeropastle. then we had to leave. & shes like "cant you be happy that your getting something" & im like how can i be happy when i had no time to get shit i wanted ? like WTF; i couldve went to the greendale mall if all i wanted to do was go to rue 21 + aeropastle. so then she had a fkcn attitude; like " all i fkcn do to please everyone & no ones ever satisfied " like OH FKCN WELLL.

urgh! i no imma ungreatful lil spoiled bitch.
but she raised me to be like this.
& it came back to bite her in the ass.
ahah;
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY BITCH!

sillyME.

well member how i told you some kid broke my camera ?
well kodak agree'd to fix it w out a reciept.
so i send it in about 2 weeks & 2 days aqo.
they said it'll be done in 7-10 buisness days.
so i give them 11 buisness days + the weekends.
& i call to see the progress & shit. & they're telling me that they cant find my camera,
two of these people said that who work there. so im PISSSED* so they tell me i need my serial #
so i call some other place & get it . & i call back..
i get the nicest guy (: & he's telling me like what happened & that it was in the homeless shelter w the other cameras w no paper work.
comes to find out kodak emailed me & told me i should print out the email
so i did... but i guess i skipped the part which said to send this email w your camera...
so i didnt send no email; & they had no idea who the camera belonged to
& my camera was just chillling w other cameras w no familys.
ahah(: but now 7-10 days ill get my camera (: DATallll.
hopefully before the seniors leave, cause i no that days gunna be C R A Z Y !
& its deffinitley (spelled that wrong) gunna be a kodak moment ! aaha.

freee KFC.

oprahs giving everyone free kfc; up until like 2 more weeks.
besides mothers day- so print your shit out.


www.oprah.com/KFC.


ahhaa !

teachers stress me the fkc out.

okay. well i'll start with ms.lednar- so she has a pet peeve of people writing on her white board. so just to be an asshole i do it (: but i got my black marker from another teacher gmo. so i write on the board " i got a marker & its permenant " then like 20 minutues later i put " this is davida & imma drive leddy crazy" so i go to school monday & she calls me over. & is like i thought you told me that was your marker & im like it was; i got it from gmo. so shes like well i seen what you wrote & you no thats a threat; & im like how? so she was like " im gunna drive leddy crazy is a threat" so im like WTF; thas bullshit. so what ever- thats dropped. so i started arguing w my friend jailyn. & i mush her ( jus kiddin thO ) so ms.lednar's like your already in trouble i took a picture of what you wrote. like bitch dont try & black mail me- if your gunna tell the principal tell the fkcn principal; like if she thinks imma kiss ass get the fkc outta here; cause that is not davida!
i have her again in the day period 67. so i guess she asked gmo & gmo said "no or yes" iuno? so i seen gmo second period & she said she told ms.lednar she did give the marker to me; & when i go to 67 shes like gmo said she didnt give you no marker. & im like WTF; who cares. its a fkcn expo get over it ; urgh! so she has like a bff teacher ms.latino* & ms.latino can come into the class & interupt any fkcn time & when ms. latino needs her she runs next door. so today we kept talking & shit but idc; so ms.latino comes over & starts chatting with leddy. & no one says nothing- but leddys screams at yary to switch her seat & yarys like no ill jus go to the office. & ms.latino's like OH NO YOUR NOT GO TO THAT SEAT DONT GIVE MS.LATINO A HARD TIME. & ima screams "mind your buisness" lol. then leddy & ms.latino step in to the hall & tlk shit as usual. so then leddy comes back in cause we were being loud like " YOU GUYS ARE GUNNA WRITE A ESSAY ON BEING DISRESECTFUL BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE SO DISRESPECTFUL" & im like " we're disrespectful ? but you leave for 10 min to talk to ms.latino & just stop teaching us & thats not disrespectful ? to just walk out on us ? " so then the bitch kicked me out. wtf- & she wrote on the referral that i got kicked out cus i was mad at her that she didnt let me get any food. bitch im not a fat bitch like you! i can wait another 2 hrs to go home & eat. like who writes that. haha; dumb bitch! I HATE HERR!*

fridayNIGHT.

so friday night me, yelissa, & stephanie went to blackstone; first we was going to see fighting - but i ready the reviews & they said it sucked. so we ended up see'n obssesed. by the previews shit looks so GAY & lame, but it turned out really good (: like this bitch is really on some stalker status she needs to falll back. haha (: well i seen like everyone who i havent seen in so long.
including my long lost white brother nick! lol (: & i got down with street fam. its like a group of white boys who think there gangsta, which there NAHT- but they all cool people. then i punked this bitch m.c & i hate that bitch so much. she like commented some girls picture ( which im not in ) talking RECKLESS shit about me. like do i cross your mind that much ? hhaha, so anyways i had a couple words for that bitch to calm her down cause clearly she thinks shes hot shit. then i just chilled. & i stole the cute earrings from claires. which i couldve bought but like i didnt even think about it til i was out the store. like them shits were only 6$. im becoming a CLEPTO; & i promise imma stop stealing. but anyways there white & there like stud types. but get this. i stole one set & put it in my pocket. but then i lost one. so i had to go back to get another one. so i grabbed it but it was smaller then another one. haha ! thas what i get for stealing. but im not gunna steal cause i dont wanna get caught stealing shit for like 2$. blah so not worth it. but my night was realll funn (: & i made a new friend HAAARRRRRYYY- ahaha datALL.

but my mom wants me to clean the bathroom to get these cute ass jordans that come out may 2nd. but i want to get them on thursday; cause the dude @ expressions sells shit earLy. so maybe he'll sell me them & ill wear em friday before everyone else gets em' aha. DATALL.

losing is easy.

well we lost again. to fitchburg which was 0-4 & now 1-5.
hahaha. goodness. girls need to step the fuck up.
every game we have a new third base men
& varsity girls are coming down to play for jv cause they get no time on vars.
i wonder why; YA FKCN SUCK.-- haha. that was mean-
girls just need no how to play. see the play & make the out.
cause simple outs we're letting them score.
urgh! well murph said that monday its all new.
we have to fight for our spot.
i think imma try & get second base or short stop.
most likely second cause i no i cant make the thro from third to first
& i can from second to first.
so yeah; i cant wait to see new positions- lets see how that works out (:

procastinating.

yes, its 7:44a.m- its suppose to be vacation; which i can sleep til like 12!
but naht. i have a GAME & have to be at the school for 8:30*
i should be cleaning my room & getting my bag ready.
but im on this shit (:
i just looove to blog !
my games in fitchburg & lasandras going to coco keys right after.
im beyond jealous -
me & stephanie are trying to plan a trip VIA train.
but they dont go to the places coco keys are in.
: so who wants to drive us ? its less then 45 min away.
hahah! well wish me that i start right or left feild.
urgh! i got my position center feild tooken away cause hail decided to throw a fast ball that hit me in the head. so im kinda scared to catch flying balls.
so i back up & let them hit the floor. which doesnt roll good with coach! haha.
but trust me today if i get to start imma work my ass off to get my center feild back.
cause i LOVE it (:

well dueces <3

random aboutME's...

- i never, EVER write with pencils; only mechanical. i hate the feeling + the sound.
- i wear adida sandals every single day (: i LOVE em <3
- i need to buy stuff when i go out, or i get a headache.
- whenever someone buys clothes / or sneakers. it is a MUST they buy me something too.
- burger king + taco bell; has my heart & if yu buy me some ill LOVE you.
- im addicted to sunflower seeds BAAD.
- i skip my geomatry class ALOT. which needs to stop.
- i LOVE baseball, only cause i play softball.
- i LOVE football; but college football bores the shit outta me.
- i get hooked on boys ALOT; & become a under cover stalker; lmfao.
- i go to the EXTREME to get what i want.
- if i want something to go my way & it doesnt i act like a bitch.
- i fight for people too much & end up not tlkin to them within the next two months.
- i think im falling in love w andrew creen ( my substitute teacher )
- i want to be down with t.0.$ so badLy.
- pasquale + stephanie = the cutest.
- taylor merservy = SEXIEST WHITE BOY AT NHS.
- i only like WHITE BOYS.
- i love sneakers, there my addiction; & belts too.
- i walk alot. which is probably why i can eat ALOT & gain NO weight.
- i love my mom more then life itself; shes my best friend.
- i hate my father.
- i love my brother- but he annoys me alot.
- my brothers best friend ( my brother ) beats me up ALOT & it hurts.
- eli morales- currently & will always have my heart. & idk y. cause i hate him.
- i smile alot alot.
- i have really bad teeth :/
- i LOVE drama, from rob dyrdreks fantasy factory.
- i love reality televison.
- i love love love laguna beach & newport harbor.
- hason from laguna beach looks alot like jared !
- i stopped calling jared for about a month now (: im GASSED.
- i want a cell phone really badly. so i can text non stop.
- i would do anything to get ms.kiago fired.

pce LOVE & happiness.

this vacation...

well its been; so far so good.
friday i got sent home from school* so my shit started at abt 10am.
from there i went & grubbed at pickle barrel & boy oh boy' was it some BOMB b'fast.
then i came home for abt an hr & a half. & did nothing!
then i went to voke to go pick up my bff cheek- where i ran into JIM WHEELER.
the guy from a couple posts ago who tryed to set me up! haha yeah him.
he kinda tryed to scare me! he wants his ipod back- but i had to tell him i didnt have that shit & that shit is long gone. haha SUCKER.
anyways then i had a game @ 3; which we lost. 20 - 0 lmfao.
well its not that funnny, cause i think i lost my starting position; thnks to HAIL.
who hit me w a fast ball str8 to my DOME. & now im scared of flying balls.
so i just let them drop; which makes murph furious & he said
" well you can thank hailey for you sitting on the bench " - so in practice 2morro imma work my ass off.
cause no lil red head bitch is taking over center feild; FUCK THATT !!

anyways.. saturday i didnt really do much jus stay over stephanies casa.
& then sunday was rediculously funny. for some reason theres a bunch of hippys walking the city.
& they are ODEE scary. we walked from plantation st. all the way to walgreens over on park ave.
yeah i no a TRIP! but we stopped a couple times.
but our walk there was jus so funny- too funny to type cause im lazy.

but after we went to jack barry.. where we seen some baseball & softball games.
& i made a new friend PAA-KWESI. well i kinda known about him-
well not really i just seen his myspace before lmfao.
well he was keeping score & me + steph went up to the box with him.
i asked him odee questions. lmfao! (: we'll be bestfriends soon.
but anyways then we seen my nig pasquale & his brother gianluca.
haha! & they wanted to chill. so we went home to ask her mom

so how akward would you sound like mom can i chill with " gianluca , pasquale & paa-kwesi"
i would be like wtf; those arent real people. cause c'mon do those sound like names ?
haha- well we went to pasquales casa; & watched halloween which was odee scary & good.
but we had to be home by 10 & then walking home we played ding dong ditch (:
& then we came home & knocked.

today was WACK; & i dont smoke. so 420 isnt the shitt.

so yeah hopefully i have a better day tomorrow.

eighty degrees.

ITS GUNNA BE 80 FUCKIN DEGREES ON SATURDAY !
i wanna go to coco keys ! (:
google it if you dont no what that is ;
anyways the handsome boy party is cancelled :
& i was actually lookin forward to that shit.

thankGOD.

well my warranty hasnt ran out on my camera;
so they can fix it for FREE (:
all i need is my recieipt, which i DONT have-
but im going to go to target & see if they have it in their system since my mom bought it on her card.
so YAAH me & im still gunna try & get money outta mookie.
cause he did break my shit - so maybe like 70$ cause i no he aint giving me no 150.
& the funny thing is he wont write back to my messages on myspc.
haha- whatta loser, hes FKCN wack !

jus fkcn great.

so i let my friend mookie borrow my digital camera LAST thursday.
he told me he'll give it back to me on friday he jus wanted to record some shit.
so im like iight thas coo' so he didnt come to skool friday.
& i see him monday & hes like oh shit i forgot it you should call me in the morning to remind me
so the next day he didnt come til like late ! & he forgot it again
wednesday i called him in the AM to remind him; but of course he didnt bring it
& he didnt bring it thursday neither- so i i.m him like yo i need my camera.
& he FINALLY brings it to school today !
& i come home to charge it & my usb doesnt fit in my camera.
now either he tryed to stick a usb in the fkcn camera & moved some lil bar shit thats in there or iuno ?
but that was a 150 $ 10.3 mega pixel camera- my second fkcn camera.
& my mom said if i broke this one she WAS NOT buying me a new one.
& i no if i blame him for fkcn my shit up ; hes gunna deny it. & im not gunna get NO money outta him !
urgh. im SO PISSED- now im assed out of a camera :/


wanna help donate 150$ to me ? lol.

hate.

hate is a VERY strong word; but thats how i feel towards my father.
correction : SPERM DONER.
i hate him so much. looking at him disgusts me.
& i HATE that my mothers with him.
& its starting to make me hate her;
i basically have to ask to chill w her now; ugh.
he like controlls her. shes a robot. i cant even be in her room w out him having something to say
but of course he never says anything to me its all to her.
all he does is complain complain complain
hes a low life w no job & no place to live.
EWH; he literally DISGUSTS me. & I HATE HIM SO MUCH.

only nine.

so as much as we've been doing good. we totally SUCKED today-
im not sayinq i didnt suck because i did .
three balls came out to the outfield & i didnt catch not one.
& i struck out :
blah. today just wasnt a qood day for us.
but maybe friday when we play burncoat we'll win.
HOPEFULLY <3


real world is about to be on.
& i qotta put my away up so pce.


AIM ME ? viSkiBBYx23.

mercy'd.

we played st.marys & mercied them (: 26-11.
mercied is when yur up by 15 & i quess if yur losinq by that much yu have to qive in ?;
well this is our third win in a row.
we play d-high 2morro.
but i'd rather go see the boys play. haha !
anywayss im off this.
its so fkcn bootiful outt (:

PCE.LOVE&HAPPINESS.
^^ i want those symbols as a tattoo^^
anyone no who would do it for me ?
cause the kid who did my last tattoo SUCKS. he shakes to much; i mean mine wasnt bad- but other kids was HORRIBLE. so i want this one to be PERFECT.
haha- well im really off this DUECES <3

$$$.

i need money ! like ALOT.
first of all i need money to support my addiction to sneakers !
& i need money just to do all the things i want to do.
like i wanna go places & jus eat out everynight & i never have any money.
i washed dishes every night for 10$ a week;
& that helped. well not really cause as soon as i got the 10$ i spent it;
i have my brother - who buys me ALOT of stuff. but like little shit.
he said after prom & all that he'll buy me some sneakers.
i need like 30$ to buy a new earring.
cause i had my earrings that said my name for about 2 weeks.
& then i lost that shit :
& my mom said she aint giving me money; my dad doesnt have a job & my last resort is my brother.
hopefully he'll agree. then again he did just buy me adida sandals yesturday for 21$ & dropped over 200 $ for his brothers birthday party. damn.


"fuck talking about the recession shits depressing"
why cant people pay off there debts & get america running again ?

happy easter.

to everyone (:
im going to my friend imalays house to GRUB.
i love spanish foooddd <3

paris hilton bff.

so you remeber that show from like 2 months ago ?
& there was this white boy; brian ? i think his name was.
not the gay azn boy - the other one lol.
well yeahh, he was from holden,ma.
& my friends dad cuts hair & he was at her house-
lol. it was CRAZY(; i asked him maaad questions lol;
he said the whole show is fake :
like they make up all the drama & shit.
they no when they're going home & shit .
im like so DISGUSTED- ew. reality television SUCKS.
but on the plus side he was a CUTE !.
haha. i cant wait to see him again & ask more questions <3

softball.

my socks odee stink from todays game
& i just made precious smell em'
LMFAO. that was gross.
but imma take a shower <3
BYE.

18 to 16

well nhs jv softball team got our OFFICIAL win (:
& boy am i gassed.
i scored 4 points (: & thas 29 of our points.
i slid into home based & knocked the pitcher to the ground (:
haha, i no thats not something to be happy for but nigga i got the POINT *

yesturday we played bay path & we like half won ?
their book said it was 27-27 tied & as soon as they got 28 they gave up.
but our book said it was 29-27; so since they gave up it was
29-28. but the umpire said that they won. so we.
we take it as a win !
so now we stand 2-2.
we're getting so much better.
& im happy for all the girls!

what is this world coming to ?

so today i was coming home from practice;
& i dropped my mail box key
& some lil boy poppa picked it up
& says " davida you dropped your key"
so i turned around & went to get it ;
he like odee takes it back & says you gotta dollar.
im like nah im BROKE; hes like
" NO DOLLAR NO KEY"
omg i love that lil boy.
$$$$$$$$$ <3333

dear jim wheeler.

kay so you no a couple posts back like 313? where i talked about jared & having the best time w him or whatEVER.
& his friend jim ODEEEINGG. well it seems that my friend took his iPOD.
so he been wanting it back like for 3 weeks; so we agree to give it back.
but within these three weeks there was alot of fighting & shit talking.
supposidly he was going to get mad girls to "fuck me up" haha. it was hilarious at the time.
but i guess he really TRYED to come through with his threat.
so i tell him he can come get the ipod & come w jared; since i havent seen his EXsexy ass in so long (:
so anyways we meet at american pie pizzeria; on summerST. & i notice that there is more then one car there.. note that american pie is shut down... HM; so that turns my suspicious eye on.
so then i see some girl whos like his friend with other girls in her car turn into american pie.
so im like WTF; oh HELL no. this niggas trying to squad up & get these girls to jump me?
haha. so i just dont even go & i see my brother + his friend.
& his friend agrees to take me + my friend to burger king in return for the iPOD.
haha; sounds good to me (: so we do that; & he sold the ipod for 60$.
only sucky thing is all i got was BK outta this deal. hm. i shouldve got like 20$ at least.
haha fkc it- at least jim will never see his ipod again. & this just makes me smile-
fkc with me & still expect to get your shit back ? HELL NO.
so you no what jim, fkc your white tall ass self; i hope you burn in fkcn hell bastard.
bye <3