no, excuse me bitch YOU dont understand.

nothing gets under my skin more is when people say "you dont understand"
like jus cause i havent had a boyfriend i still no what im talking about.
im pretty sure i no telling you to leave your boyfriend cause he contently makes you cry, cheats on you, tells you he loves you but the day you guys break up all on some other girls facebook tellin her how much he loves her & never loved you; thats enough for your dumbass to break up with him. i no it's hard. but you deserve better for your self but i guess i dont understand what im talking about.
or when some stupid ass girl found out some kid was brazilian in my class & she says "omg i didnt no you were brazilian i thought you were italian; ew i hate brazilians" so i say you hate brazilians because your boyfriend cheated on you w| a brazilian so you hate all brazilians ? & shes like you dont understand! like NO i do UNDERSTAND your a stupid ass bitch if you hate all brazilians cause you cant keep your man on lock; aha! stupid ass girls.

ilove being single <3.
& thnk you guys for letting me understand what not to do & what to do when i get a man. buaha.

google. . .

is legit the best invention ever made <3
i love to google everything & everyone.
it helps me learn alot about people.
last night i was bored so i googled mark sanchez, juelz santana, jay-z, lebron james & carmelo anthony.
& i never knew mark was a rapist; aha. there wasnt really much on juelz.
i never knew jay-z stabbed someone for bootlegging one of his c.d's aha.
& i forgot what i read about lebron & melo. but i know it was good (:

back on my grizzy!

i've been slacking so much in school lately. i still get all my work done but basically from copying from other people or having someone else do it for me. i come home & put off my homework & end up not doing it til the next day :/ i need to keep my grades up! so im back on my grizzy- when i come home its STRAIGHT to homework so it doesnt interfear with the shows i like to watch at night. its the same ol' me but with a new m'fkcn attitude (:

about to bump to LIL WAYNE : "back on my grizzy"

latuhsss <3

h1n1

i've been sick since wednesday morning :/ . i havent left my house since wednesday. im so f'n bored man. im so tired all the time! & i barly eat anything. my mom bought me wendys & it was so bomb. omg! its like REAL FOOD <3 deffintly helped me feel alot better. i feel like im about to pass out now but i cant be in my room any longer seriously! i cant wait to go back to school monday.

why welcome back to earth mr.sanchez (:

well i knew sooner or later mark sanchez would fall & Fall hard (: it makes me so happy for mark to be doing so bad. he thought he was such hot shit beating us patriots. but its about damn time for him to be kicked off his horse. 3 straight loses in a row. 36-80 in completions within his loosing streak. 1 TOUCHDOWN! 1 TOUCHDOWN! in 3 games & 8 interceptions. the rookie straight out of usc couldnt be up for long. mark sanchez you suck & im gLad to see you down (:

im at

100 posts. . . welll this is 101.
WOW; im gassssed <3


* i want to go to the dHIGH & south game today :/
its jus that my mom has really bad back pains & i no shes not going to want to drive me =/
* i need to get a job, my permit, go to driving school, get my lisence, & then buy a car.
* who's hiring ? i would love to work @ dunkin donuts; but mad ppl work there so ill probably get shittty ass hrs. . . . idk; i need a job badly.
* my sixteenth birthday i less then a month away !
-- <3 NOVEMBER 9 (:

seperation.

so theres complete seperation in my house;
well not complete its just like me against my brother & father.
i hate my father ; so it makes me feel better when we're not talking.
but i love my brother, but he just does stupid shit.
i have the attitude that i run shit in this house & my bro + father feels like i dont.
& thats why we dont CANT get along.
but im not willing to change until that man is out my house. . FOR GOOD.
i hate him; but its not even hate i just done care about him.
my mom is always saying that im going to miss him when hes gone & im going to regret it; but i dont no . i dont think so.
he basically plays my mother; & she see's it. but since he makes her happy she stays with him ?
but yet she teaches me if a guy ever treats me bad to get out the relationship.
i havent yet had a bfriend or fell in love; but the way i look at they're relationship he treats her as if hes the fathers & shes the daughter . . that she doesnt no how to do anything, or anything.
like it just gets under my skin that she see's whats going on yet is still with him
she needs to get out ; & date. she has a facebook & i keep looking for this guy that she use to lets say 'talk' to - i really like him, he's a good guy. but he doesnt have fb -_- .
* i love my mother; & thats why i dont want to see her hurt. she needs to be strong & get away from my father.
- - im probably making it seems like he be creeping. he doesnt. but there's this lady that he leaves the country once every yr to go see her. yeah its once but its for a couple weeks. he uses the excuse hes going to see his family. but my mom looks through his suitcase & it says that lady paid for his whole trip. & he's admitted to carol sending him money. & when i say money i dont mean like 50$ no like 300$. but he says he tells her he loves my mom. but bullshit. cause what lady will keep sendin you texts saying she loves you, sending you money on the regular ? but lives all the way in england & dont see you but once a week. she dont no SHITT. urgh.
i hate him.

shh. dont talk; just listen.

i think; i KNOW i need to see a consuelor.
there's really no one to talk to.
i have my bestfriend yogeinis & i can tell her alot . . but not everything.
i have my mom. but its my mom some shit she just doesnt need to know.
& when i use to have a consuelor it helped me a lot.
i'll have to talk to my mother about getting me one.
i no it'll help me & i need help.
<3


* no im not crazy or nothing.
i just have alot to say; but no one to say it to (:

turning over . . .

a new leaf.
im going to try and change my ways.
stop talking shit, and critisizing.
i dont know. its just time to grow up.

feeeel meeee ?

inspire me.

i love a good story thats about 'rags to riches' or someone being a recovering drug addict.

i was watching the new show on MTV; DJ AM's show - forgot the name -
but its just so inspiring to see someone be hooked on drugs & then go to rehab, get better , then make something of them self. i LOVE those happy endings (:

- thats why i love lifetime <3
check out the movie ' gracy's choice ' all time favv (:

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does anybody have respect anymore ?

i slept over my brothers house yesturday & his grandfather was there. so we're all in the basement - so his grandpa came down & was talking to me & my brothers girl "wheres your outfits at" .. " you need to work if your down in the boom boom room" like WTF. im FIFTEEN thank you . i can understand if i was like 18 or something then i'll laugh. like im 15! WTF; ughh. its jst like your like 50+ & you dont have respect towards girls. i know he was just playing its just like i probably dont look 15; but i do look younger then 18- which means im a LITTLE GIRL. im sure he doesnt talk to his grandaughter kai like that. urghh; it just got me mad.

RESPECT! RESPECT! RESPECT!

lmaooo.

so you know when you get up like REALLY fast & your head turns black & you kinda stumble a lil bit ? well that happens to me like DAILY. so i no how to like fall all the floor really good w| out hurting my self.
so im just walkin to the kitchen; & i feel that cause i like jumped off the sofa.. . so BAM i jus all out fall on the floor. LMAO; now i usually get right back up but i new my mom was sitting there watching me. so shes like " davida i can see you breathing" but i still didnt move or talk. so then she like runs over to me & i couldnt help but laugh . then shes like " i new you were faking " ahahahhahahah.
i shall try that in school one day; its just that those floors are odee dirty & shit. lmao. i think i would CRYYYY. ahahaah.

so my ...

north face sweater came in today! its okay; i mean i like it; but deadass its like a regular sweater for 20$ @ eblens. but since it has THE NORTH FACE written on it its over priced @ 80$. but whatever- i like enough to keep it & it goes w| my timbs PERFECTLY [: plus i LOVE name brand shit; even though its expensive. thats why i need to get a job so i blow my pay check weekly on unnecessary overpriced shit. i mean fkc it - the worlds going to end in 2012. so my philosphy is . . .

" GET MONEY , SPEND MONEY , STAY FLY "
feeeel meee ?!

interim's are already in.

SO I GOT MY INTERIM REPORT CARD; damn 5 weeks flew by.

INT.GEOMETRY - B+
CHEMISTRY - 84
US HISTORY II - B
SPANISH 3 - D
PHYS ED - 85

so im doing pretty good; besides spanish. i slack so much in that class. i just see it as pointless & even though i dont want to lower my standards but seriously a 65 would be GREAT for me. i just hate that class, the teacher, & the students. just the things we do in that class are POINTLESSS. -_- but im going to try to do more work & actually STUDY. plus we have a new TA in that class. & he leaves the anwsers for the test WIDE OPEN; so theres some extra points. haha (:

.. spanish homework to do & chemistry homework to catch up on.

BYE <3

"break up to make up" by JEREMIH.

my new favorite song.
6/7 this shit is on REPEATT. like for 2hrs. i love it <3

"yO why should we break up if we keep making up?
i mean lets just stay together..
uhhh. eh yeah...

i know together we make this relationship a little harder, atleast on ourselves
we give in , we take from each other so much that i feel we don't need no one else
we fuss and we fight and the next day we type an shes crazy, girl you need some help..
girl if you pull up to my window imma take your order

anything you want girl you know i get it for ya
say you wanna be my baby you know i gotta score ya
for the rest of my life im there to enjoy ya

so why do we break up, if we only make up.

i ain't gonna stop
never gotta front, your the only one i want girl

so why do we break up, if we only make up.

uhh we walk with the birds into soft spoken words that will lead you into my arms [arms]
the perfect equation like mx+b= why we are probably apart
no one on this earth is like missed by the worth it i would do anything for
it seems like you pull your heart away

but if you...pull up to my window i'ma take your order

anything you want girl you know i get it for ya
say you wanna be my baby you know i gotta score ya
for the rest of my life im there to enjoy ya


so why do we break up, if we only make up.

i ain't gonna stop
never gotta front, your the only one i want girl

so why the hell do we break up, if we only make up.




In the middle of the night, ill be wondering why, [why you ain't right here]
many days go by and i ain't gonna lie [i need you right here]
my baby after all call me crazy but you like a drug
so like me daily you get back in love
cupid in the sky, cause girl you know i love you, and i know sometimes we struggle

you are the piece to the puzzle, come here take a ride

so why wont ya, pull up to my window i'ma take your order


say you wanna be my baby you know i gotta score ya
for the rest of my life im there to enjoy ya
so why do we break up, if we only make up. [if we only make up]




i ain't gonna stop
never gotta front, your the only one i want girl

so why do we break up, if we only make up.
[make up, make up] "


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