fridayNIGHT.

so friday night me, yelissa, & stephanie went to blackstone; first we was going to see fighting - but i ready the reviews & they said it sucked. so we ended up see'n obssesed. by the previews shit looks so GAY & lame, but it turned out really good (: like this bitch is really on some stalker status she needs to falll back. haha (: well i seen like everyone who i havent seen in so long.
including my long lost white brother nick! lol (: & i got down with street fam. its like a group of white boys who think there gangsta, which there NAHT- but they all cool people. then i punked this bitch m.c & i hate that bitch so much. she like commented some girls picture ( which im not in ) talking RECKLESS shit about me. like do i cross your mind that much ? hhaha, so anyways i had a couple words for that bitch to calm her down cause clearly she thinks shes hot shit. then i just chilled. & i stole the cute earrings from claires. which i couldve bought but like i didnt even think about it til i was out the store. like them shits were only 6$. im becoming a CLEPTO; & i promise imma stop stealing. but anyways there white & there like stud types. but get this. i stole one set & put it in my pocket. but then i lost one. so i had to go back to get another one. so i grabbed it but it was smaller then another one. haha ! thas what i get for stealing. but im not gunna steal cause i dont wanna get caught stealing shit for like 2$. blah so not worth it. but my night was realll funn (: & i made a new friend HAAARRRRRYYY- ahaha datALL.

but my mom wants me to clean the bathroom to get these cute ass jordans that come out may 2nd. but i want to get them on thursday; cause the dude @ expressions sells shit earLy. so maybe he'll sell me them & ill wear em friday before everyone else gets em' aha. DATALL.

losing is easy.

well we lost again. to fitchburg which was 0-4 & now 1-5.
hahaha. goodness. girls need to step the fuck up.
every game we have a new third base men
& varsity girls are coming down to play for jv cause they get no time on vars.
i wonder why; YA FKCN SUCK.-- haha. that was mean-
girls just need no how to play. see the play & make the out.
cause simple outs we're letting them score.
urgh! well murph said that monday its all new.
we have to fight for our spot.
i think imma try & get second base or short stop.
most likely second cause i no i cant make the thro from third to first
& i can from second to first.
so yeah; i cant wait to see new positions- lets see how that works out (:

procastinating.

yes, its 7:44a.m- its suppose to be vacation; which i can sleep til like 12!
but naht. i have a GAME & have to be at the school for 8:30*
i should be cleaning my room & getting my bag ready.
but im on this shit (:
i just looove to blog !
my games in fitchburg & lasandras going to coco keys right after.
im beyond jealous -
me & stephanie are trying to plan a trip VIA train.
but they dont go to the places coco keys are in.
: so who wants to drive us ? its less then 45 min away.
hahah! well wish me that i start right or left feild.
urgh! i got my position center feild tooken away cause hail decided to throw a fast ball that hit me in the head. so im kinda scared to catch flying balls.
so i back up & let them hit the floor. which doesnt roll good with coach! haha.
but trust me today if i get to start imma work my ass off to get my center feild back.
cause i LOVE it (:

well dueces <3

random aboutME's...

- i never, EVER write with pencils; only mechanical. i hate the feeling + the sound.
- i wear adida sandals every single day (: i LOVE em <3
- i need to buy stuff when i go out, or i get a headache.
- whenever someone buys clothes / or sneakers. it is a MUST they buy me something too.
- burger king + taco bell; has my heart & if yu buy me some ill LOVE you.
- im addicted to sunflower seeds BAAD.
- i skip my geomatry class ALOT. which needs to stop.
- i LOVE baseball, only cause i play softball.
- i LOVE football; but college football bores the shit outta me.
- i get hooked on boys ALOT; & become a under cover stalker; lmfao.
- i go to the EXTREME to get what i want.
- if i want something to go my way & it doesnt i act like a bitch.
- i fight for people too much & end up not tlkin to them within the next two months.
- i think im falling in love w andrew creen ( my substitute teacher )
- i want to be down with t.0.$ so badLy.
- pasquale + stephanie = the cutest.
- taylor merservy = SEXIEST WHITE BOY AT NHS.
- i only like WHITE BOYS.
- i love sneakers, there my addiction; & belts too.
- i walk alot. which is probably why i can eat ALOT & gain NO weight.
- i love my mom more then life itself; shes my best friend.
- i hate my father.
- i love my brother- but he annoys me alot.
- my brothers best friend ( my brother ) beats me up ALOT & it hurts.
- eli morales- currently & will always have my heart. & idk y. cause i hate him.
- i smile alot alot.
- i have really bad teeth :/
- i LOVE drama, from rob dyrdreks fantasy factory.
- i love reality televison.
- i love love love laguna beach & newport harbor.
- hason from laguna beach looks alot like jared !
- i stopped calling jared for about a month now (: im GASSED.
- i want a cell phone really badly. so i can text non stop.
- i would do anything to get ms.kiago fired.

pce LOVE & happiness.

this vacation...

well its been; so far so good.
friday i got sent home from school* so my shit started at abt 10am.
from there i went & grubbed at pickle barrel & boy oh boy' was it some BOMB b'fast.
then i came home for abt an hr & a half. & did nothing!
then i went to voke to go pick up my bff cheek- where i ran into JIM WHEELER.
the guy from a couple posts ago who tryed to set me up! haha yeah him.
he kinda tryed to scare me! he wants his ipod back- but i had to tell him i didnt have that shit & that shit is long gone. haha SUCKER.
anyways then i had a game @ 3; which we lost. 20 - 0 lmfao.
well its not that funnny, cause i think i lost my starting position; thnks to HAIL.
who hit me w a fast ball str8 to my DOME. & now im scared of flying balls.
so i just let them drop; which makes murph furious & he said
" well you can thank hailey for you sitting on the bench " - so in practice 2morro imma work my ass off.
cause no lil red head bitch is taking over center feild; FUCK THATT !!

anyways.. saturday i didnt really do much jus stay over stephanies casa.
& then sunday was rediculously funny. for some reason theres a bunch of hippys walking the city.
& they are ODEE scary. we walked from plantation st. all the way to walgreens over on park ave.
yeah i no a TRIP! but we stopped a couple times.
but our walk there was jus so funny- too funny to type cause im lazy.

but after we went to jack barry.. where we seen some baseball & softball games.
& i made a new friend PAA-KWESI. well i kinda known about him-
well not really i just seen his myspace before lmfao.
well he was keeping score & me + steph went up to the box with him.
i asked him odee questions. lmfao! (: we'll be bestfriends soon.
but anyways then we seen my nig pasquale & his brother gianluca.
haha! & they wanted to chill. so we went home to ask her mom

so how akward would you sound like mom can i chill with " gianluca , pasquale & paa-kwesi"
i would be like wtf; those arent real people. cause c'mon do those sound like names ?
haha- well we went to pasquales casa; & watched halloween which was odee scary & good.
but we had to be home by 10 & then walking home we played ding dong ditch (:
& then we came home & knocked.

today was WACK; & i dont smoke. so 420 isnt the shitt.

so yeah hopefully i have a better day tomorrow.

eighty degrees.

ITS GUNNA BE 80 FUCKIN DEGREES ON SATURDAY !
i wanna go to coco keys ! (:
google it if you dont no what that is ;
anyways the handsome boy party is cancelled :
& i was actually lookin forward to that shit.

thankGOD.

well my warranty hasnt ran out on my camera;
so they can fix it for FREE (:
all i need is my recieipt, which i DONT have-
but im going to go to target & see if they have it in their system since my mom bought it on her card.
so YAAH me & im still gunna try & get money outta mookie.
cause he did break my shit - so maybe like 70$ cause i no he aint giving me no 150.
& the funny thing is he wont write back to my messages on myspc.
haha- whatta loser, hes FKCN wack !

jus fkcn great.

so i let my friend mookie borrow my digital camera LAST thursday.
he told me he'll give it back to me on friday he jus wanted to record some shit.
so im like iight thas coo' so he didnt come to skool friday.
& i see him monday & hes like oh shit i forgot it you should call me in the morning to remind me
so the next day he didnt come til like late ! & he forgot it again
wednesday i called him in the AM to remind him; but of course he didnt bring it
& he didnt bring it thursday neither- so i i.m him like yo i need my camera.
& he FINALLY brings it to school today !
& i come home to charge it & my usb doesnt fit in my camera.
now either he tryed to stick a usb in the fkcn camera & moved some lil bar shit thats in there or iuno ?
but that was a 150 $ 10.3 mega pixel camera- my second fkcn camera.
& my mom said if i broke this one she WAS NOT buying me a new one.
& i no if i blame him for fkcn my shit up ; hes gunna deny it. & im not gunna get NO money outta him !
urgh. im SO PISSED- now im assed out of a camera :/


wanna help donate 150$ to me ? lol.

hate.

hate is a VERY strong word; but thats how i feel towards my father.
correction : SPERM DONER.
i hate him so much. looking at him disgusts me.
& i HATE that my mothers with him.
& its starting to make me hate her;
i basically have to ask to chill w her now; ugh.
he like controlls her. shes a robot. i cant even be in her room w out him having something to say
but of course he never says anything to me its all to her.
all he does is complain complain complain
hes a low life w no job & no place to live.
EWH; he literally DISGUSTS me. & I HATE HIM SO MUCH.

only nine.

so as much as we've been doing good. we totally SUCKED today-
im not sayinq i didnt suck because i did .
three balls came out to the outfield & i didnt catch not one.
& i struck out :
blah. today just wasnt a qood day for us.
but maybe friday when we play burncoat we'll win.
HOPEFULLY <3


real world is about to be on.
& i qotta put my away up so pce.


AIM ME ? viSkiBBYx23.

mercy'd.

we played st.marys & mercied them (: 26-11.
mercied is when yur up by 15 & i quess if yur losinq by that much yu have to qive in ?;
well this is our third win in a row.
we play d-high 2morro.
but i'd rather go see the boys play. haha !
anywayss im off this.
its so fkcn bootiful outt (:

PCE.LOVE&HAPPINESS.
^^ i want those symbols as a tattoo^^
anyone no who would do it for me ?
cause the kid who did my last tattoo SUCKS. he shakes to much; i mean mine wasnt bad- but other kids was HORRIBLE. so i want this one to be PERFECT.
haha- well im really off this DUECES <3

$$$.

i need money ! like ALOT.
first of all i need money to support my addiction to sneakers !
& i need money just to do all the things i want to do.
like i wanna go places & jus eat out everynight & i never have any money.
i washed dishes every night for 10$ a week;
& that helped. well not really cause as soon as i got the 10$ i spent it;
i have my brother - who buys me ALOT of stuff. but like little shit.
he said after prom & all that he'll buy me some sneakers.
i need like 30$ to buy a new earring.
cause i had my earrings that said my name for about 2 weeks.
& then i lost that shit :
& my mom said she aint giving me money; my dad doesnt have a job & my last resort is my brother.
hopefully he'll agree. then again he did just buy me adida sandals yesturday for 21$ & dropped over 200 $ for his brothers birthday party. damn.


"fuck talking about the recession shits depressing"
why cant people pay off there debts & get america running again ?

happy easter.

to everyone (:
im going to my friend imalays house to GRUB.
i love spanish foooddd <3

paris hilton bff.

so you remeber that show from like 2 months ago ?
& there was this white boy; brian ? i think his name was.
not the gay azn boy - the other one lol.
well yeahh, he was from holden,ma.
& my friends dad cuts hair & he was at her house-
lol. it was CRAZY(; i asked him maaad questions lol;
he said the whole show is fake :
like they make up all the drama & shit.
they no when they're going home & shit .
im like so DISGUSTED- ew. reality television SUCKS.
but on the plus side he was a CUTE !.
haha. i cant wait to see him again & ask more questions <3

softball.

my socks odee stink from todays game
& i just made precious smell em'
LMFAO. that was gross.
but imma take a shower <3
BYE.

18 to 16

well nhs jv softball team got our OFFICIAL win (:
& boy am i gassed.
i scored 4 points (: & thas 29 of our points.
i slid into home based & knocked the pitcher to the ground (:
haha, i no thats not something to be happy for but nigga i got the POINT *

yesturday we played bay path & we like half won ?
their book said it was 27-27 tied & as soon as they got 28 they gave up.
but our book said it was 29-27; so since they gave up it was
29-28. but the umpire said that they won. so we.
we take it as a win !
so now we stand 2-2.
we're getting so much better.
& im happy for all the girls!

what is this world coming to ?

so today i was coming home from practice;
& i dropped my mail box key
& some lil boy poppa picked it up
& says " davida you dropped your key"
so i turned around & went to get it ;
he like odee takes it back & says you gotta dollar.
im like nah im BROKE; hes like
" NO DOLLAR NO KEY"
omg i love that lil boy.
$$$$$$$$$ <3333

dear jim wheeler.

kay so you no a couple posts back like 313? where i talked about jared & having the best time w him or whatEVER.
& his friend jim ODEEEINGG. well it seems that my friend took his iPOD.
so he been wanting it back like for 3 weeks; so we agree to give it back.
but within these three weeks there was alot of fighting & shit talking.
supposidly he was going to get mad girls to "fuck me up" haha. it was hilarious at the time.
but i guess he really TRYED to come through with his threat.
so i tell him he can come get the ipod & come w jared; since i havent seen his EXsexy ass in so long (:
so anyways we meet at american pie pizzeria; on summerST. & i notice that there is more then one car there.. note that american pie is shut down... HM; so that turns my suspicious eye on.
so then i see some girl whos like his friend with other girls in her car turn into american pie.
so im like WTF; oh HELL no. this niggas trying to squad up & get these girls to jump me?
haha. so i just dont even go & i see my brother + his friend.
& his friend agrees to take me + my friend to burger king in return for the iPOD.
haha; sounds good to me (: so we do that; & he sold the ipod for 60$.
only sucky thing is all i got was BK outta this deal. hm. i shouldve got like 20$ at least.
haha fkc it- at least jim will never see his ipod again. & this just makes me smile-
fkc with me & still expect to get your shit back ? HELL NO.
so you no what jim, fkc your white tall ass self; i hope you burn in fkcn hell bastard.
bye <3

brothers <3

i just love all my boys as friends.
like there just so much iller then girls !
& MUCH funnier & they punk other boys who start shit.
thnks guys (: LOVEYU.

the hills.

im type gassed its coming back on (: SEASON FIVE. & the last :(

i remember like last yr reading an article saying how they make up drama to spice up the show.
& now that i really look at it ; there is MAD drama- like c'mon is there really that much drama in LA ?
goddamn. & then that crazy rumor that LC fkcn JUSTIN BOBBY. c'mon- that was really MADE UP.
ewh. reality television disgusts me. can anything be real ?


i MISS laguna beach & that other reality show after that. lol i forgot what it was called but it was good.
they should do some reality up in worcester.
cause theres HELLLLAAAA drama.

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