lost ones.

so lost ones from jay-z is my favorite song (: i love everything that he says in it.

i heard motherfkc's saying they made hov.
made hov say : " okay so make anotha hov "

... " lose one; let go to get one "

he's basically talking about his once partner Damon Dash; right from the start he says " this aint a diss song its a real song "
then he starts to talk about Beyonce. since shes younger then him shes worried about her job doing what she gots to do; but he understands that- because if he was still young then he would do the same thing.

my fav quote
"but time dont go back; it goes foward.
cant run from the pain go towards it "

september eleventh.

i cant believe its been 8 years. i still remember the day terrorists attacked! i was in third grade & i looked towards the door & my teachers had her hand on her chest & the computer teacher was talking. i didnt pay much mind to it ; but at the end of the day the principal announced on the intercom that planes have been crashed in ny. i wasnt really scared- i was young so i probably didnt even care. but i no after all of that i was kind of scared. looking into my window i thought planes were going to crash! :(

REST EAZY; to all who died.
STAY UP; to all the people who lost someone.

fredericks of hollywood.

so this magazine was sent to my house! & i did not no fredericks sold anything but langere or however you spell it. i just wish i had places to actually wear this shit to! cause i would buy a couple. there hella cute & hella cheap. only 59$ for a dress [: these are some of my faves. . .

cookout [:

so yesturday was robs familys laboor day cookout; it wasnt really a cook out but we ate outside but all the food was cooked inside (: there was hella food & it was hella gooooddd ! omg. i feel like i gained a million pounds. it was really fun. besides his great-grandma almost dieing :( & the ambulance had to come. but shes alright. i had bonding time w my lil sis kai! we watched parent trap together after everyone left home lol. & my brother rob is just a HUGE pothead. i did not no he smoked as much as he did; when he picked me up he was fishbowling the car. we got to his house & 20 min l8rs he rolled a FAT ass L. then like 2 hrs later he was smoking again like DAMN niggga. haha. & me + his lil cousin had matching 6 rings. but i didnt get a pic : but all in all the days was GREAT !

hall of fame six rings (:

so a few posts back i was saying i want the hall of fame six rings & one's. & they came out on sat the 5th. only they dont have the 1's in kid sizes. & my dude from expressions hooked me with the six rings EARLY RELEASE! so you no i was rocking em before everyone else gets them on saturday !

only i wasnt the only one who got them early. malango & deondre had them to. but atleast there boys so i wasnt mad at all & plus there my dudesss.

& day TWO;

i dont know why; but I LOVE SCHOOL. like my classes are pretty cool. besides spanish; like me being black i understand spanish ALOT ALOT- but my teacher speaks non stop spanish, like theres 2 white girls & 2 asnz & i no they do not no wtf she be saying lmao. but besides that class i really like it -- i dont have any classes with any of my close close friends; so im mad quiet. which is a HUGEE diffrence from the past two yrs. the only class i talk in is my study & thats when you CANT talk; lol. i was thinking about dropping it to get a geometry class. but i can just do my homework in study so im probably going to take geometry 2nd semester 3/4. i love that i have no friends in my classes ; i just focus on my work :) i feel like this yr is just going to be a GREAT yr. real TALK! & bus rides are jus to fkcn illll ! I LOVE MY BUS. hopefully it stays the way it is once they hand out bus passes.

bus 74 nigggaaaa.

first day of school.

so i remember being really sad when the seniors left last yr; i kept thinking north is going to be so wack. like really wack. plus all the now seniors were mostly going to csc. but today wasnt that bad. i've relized i dont need alot of people around me to make school good. as long as i got my girls shai,jaiy,hail,jess&dez then im good; im glad i have all honors classes because its going to challenge me to do good! today was a little bit boring only because its the first day & there just telling you the rules- like if im not in 11th grade & havent done this 12 times before but whatever. i have third lunch & i sit with my friends nai , hail & dez; which im happy cause last yr i had 1st lunch which is by far the wackest lunch ever!! & theres this sexy ass freshman. yeah i no im a junior but fkc it; the nigga look good. hes not to fly you can tell her wore his white ups before today but hey who cares- & hes on my bus. so im jus sittin on the bus waiting to go home & he comes on. so i say to my friend jaiy " omg look @ him he look mad good " so my friend tati is like who you talking about im like that nigga with the blue & she calls him to the back of the bus. & obviously he couldve sat with her because there was a spot opened but he decided to sit with me; he says " can i sit here " i say " yeah " OMG. he jus loook so good. but i was being mad loud & crazy. & hes jus mad mellow. but hey they say oppisites attract. & theres this other kid taylor & omg hes jus the sexiest white boy ever. & i havent seen him all summer so i was happy to seee him today! (: when i seen him i was jus like blurted out " omg he look SO damn good " ahah ! well & all the first day was a SUCESSS! & theres really no drama. hopefully it stays that way.