damn blogger, its been a min.

i think i should start blogging again, i dont have anybody to talk to now-a-days, & i dont think anyone ever looks at this shit anymore, so heyy imma start blogging again ! :)

merry christmas <3

merrry christmasss; i know times are hard; so i learned to cut my list low & then i know i'll get everything i want! i got everything besides laguna beach season 2-- but its okay. my mother surprised me with these grey & black tims i really wanted. i didnt even think she was gunna buy them for me! then i opened it & seen TIMBERLAND im like omggg! (: haha. i love them & wore them today. it was just me my mom for christmas opening gifts; cause that guy is finally gone! & my brothers still in jail =/

but i got a texas longhorn sweater (fav college football team) & a florida gator sweatshirt (2nd fav college football team). i also got a mp3 play; i felt no need to get an ipod- yeah it wouldve been great to get a ipod touch; but shit niggas are in a recession lol. i got white vans!; i got a boston red sox fleece & new england patriot fleece, i got a snuggie & i got midnight club LOS ANGELES for xbOx 360! & my grammy bought me a 65$ gift card to RUE 21! i have like no clothes so that is greattt (:

i bought my mom like this home spa type shit; it has a neck brace that has some type of beads in it to sooth your kneck- & it has these gel pads that you stick in hot water or cold water & put it on your back; which will sooth it. & these eye pads that you can put in hot or cold water too & put it on your eyes. she loved it (:

i missed my brother; not alot. but my grammy said " my baby's not here to have any sweat potatoe pie " & thats when i got a little bit sad =/ i cant wait for him to come out.

but i bought some boy i like a kufi hat that he wanted; im probably gunna give it to him like tomorrow or something? he better like it- he got me mad on wednesday so i started not to buy him shit; but fkc it.

but anywayss; MERRY CHRISTMASS. im just bumpin to "skys the limit" by WEEZY.
about to hop on this xbox & watch twilight again.

damn viSKi; you need to drop a couple pounds . .

i eat sooo muchhhh!
i have no problem w/ it cause i love to eat!
but its so unhealthy.
i love to eat when im bored; shit i love to eat every second of the day.
i deadass need to start working out!
but then again if i did it would work nothing.
when i went to the y i worked out for like 9 min on the treadmeal;
that shit had me bouts to pass outt! haha.
i asked my friend rizz how long she runs on the treadmill- she said 40 min.
omg i would deffintly DIEEEE.
blahhh -_- but i need to get in shape b4 like febuary. cause then its march & thats softball season.

obssesed much?

after i seen the bedrock video i am odee in love love love w| gudda gudda.

!@#$%.

its hard to say goodbye, knowing they're not coming home with you
:'(

i always see the tears fill your eyes, yet they never drop.
i always see you stare off into space; thinking alot, yet you never speak.
you cant blame yourself for others mistakes. you try hard to set a good example.
you hovered, then let go & clearly he wasnt ready.
but you did the best you can.
your the greatest mother in the world.

so i was at barnes & nobles today. reading a really good book, well so far its good.
its called LIAR. im not going to say the whole book; but as you can guess its about some bitch that lies about alot of things.
she says she doesnt want attention brought to her so she wont lie, yet turns around & tell the people with the biggest mouths in her school shes a hermaphadite! LMFAO.
oh goodness. i didnt finish it; but tomorrow i will <3